my heart beats as if it has moments
my brain thinks as if there is nothing left
my body feels like it's being trampled on
I don't want to feel let alone think
Darkness suffocates and I realize I am alone
Alone in the darkness no words to be heard
Desperate to see light I reach for the air
hoping something or someone will help me
but they just watch as I slip further into the darkness
my heart stops beating, my brain stops thinking, and my body no longer feels
peace;at last there is peace
Friday, July 15, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Thoughts Escape
Thoughts escape without the slightest hint to who will hear them
words scream without knowing whose listening
Actions parade without caring if anyone is watching
The thoughts speak fear, love, and hope
The words tell of happiness, anger, and desire
The actions show misunderstanding, bravery, and distrust
But if no one is willing to pay attention do the thoughts really escape?
do the words really scream? do the actions really parade?
Only you can decide
words scream without knowing whose listening
Actions parade without caring if anyone is watching
The thoughts speak fear, love, and hope
The words tell of happiness, anger, and desire
The actions show misunderstanding, bravery, and distrust
But if no one is willing to pay attention do the thoughts really escape?
do the words really scream? do the actions really parade?
Only you can decide
Monday, June 13, 2011
The moment when
You know the moment when life seems pointless
the moment when it seems like nothing really matters anymore
the time when your best friend doesn't even seem to know you
the second that you look at the pillow and wonder if you could?
You sleep all day and cry all night but relief doesn't understand you
nor do you understand it because you're all alone in this world
Stepping outside is like instant suffocation and who wants that?
Your mind taunts you telling you you're worthless and for a moment
you believe your mind After all why wouldn't you? It's yours.
It wouldn't lie to you. It loves you. Until the day you realize
it's tricking you you can never truly be happy.
Don't cry because it wont be okay it never has been and never will be
You know the moment when life seems pointless?
the moment when it seems like nothing really matters anymore
the time when your best friend doesn't even seem to know you
the second that you look at the pillow and wonder if you could?
You sleep all day and cry all night but relief doesn't understand you
nor do you understand it because you're all alone in this world
Stepping outside is like instant suffocation and who wants that?
Your mind taunts you telling you you're worthless and for a moment
you believe your mind After all why wouldn't you? It's yours.
It wouldn't lie to you. It loves you. Until the day you realize
it's tricking you you can never truly be happy.
Don't cry because it wont be okay it never has been and never will be
You know the moment when life seems pointless?
Saturday, May 7, 2011
My Friend
Christ heals all pains. He comforts all sorrows
His love is abundant if we just open the door.
Open your heart to His love and it will fill you.
He died for you, he suffered for you, He is your friend.
Let the light of Christ into your life.
Christ heals all pains, He comforts all sorrows.
His love is abundant if we just open the door.
Open your heart to His love and it will fill you.
He died for you, he suffered for you, He is your friend.
Let the light of Christ into your life.
Christ heals all pains, He comforts all sorrows.
His love
The rising sun shines softly on the trees
as the wind blows slightly through them
The grass gleams with the dew of a new morning
while the flowers wake from their slumbers
In the distance the birds begin their melodious songs-
the kind of songs that warm a soul and cheer the heart
God made this world. He made it all, the sun the dew, the songs
The beauty that touches our hearts is Gods presence in our life
It's in the wind, the grass, the flowers
Listen and He will show you His love, His full abundant love.
as the wind blows slightly through them
The grass gleams with the dew of a new morning
while the flowers wake from their slumbers
In the distance the birds begin their melodious songs-
the kind of songs that warm a soul and cheer the heart
God made this world. He made it all, the sun the dew, the songs
The beauty that touches our hearts is Gods presence in our life
It's in the wind, the grass, the flowers
Listen and He will show you His love, His full abundant love.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
New Day
Unable to stop the pain, tears stream down my face
I want to grab it and hold it close but that's impossible now.
Numbness reaches every inch of my body and for a while
there is a peaceful feeling, a feeling that cannot last.
The tears don't stop and the emptiness continues.
Realization sets in, this isn't new. This emptiness has
Always been there taunting me wanting me to give in.
The tears flow less as sleep comes. Tomorrow is a new day.
I want to grab it and hold it close but that's impossible now.
Numbness reaches every inch of my body and for a while
there is a peaceful feeling, a feeling that cannot last.
The tears don't stop and the emptiness continues.
Realization sets in, this isn't new. This emptiness has
Always been there taunting me wanting me to give in.
The tears flow less as sleep comes. Tomorrow is a new day.
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