Leaving this Town

So I haven't written the music to it but here are the lyrics. I'm not very good at the music writing part.. so maybe I can figure something out later.... but here are the lyrics for now.

I'm feeling like running away from life

to many things going wrong or not my way

It's a perfect day to get out and leave

never coming back don't want to see your face

you left me broken on the ground

no end in sight, I layed there night after night

the tears just came, they wouldn't stop

you left and now I'm leaving too.

Because woah I'm leaving this place for a better life

No one can stop me so don't even try

I want to be happy I want to feel loved

I'll find that better life the one that I want.

Leaving this town doesn't seem quite so bad

I'll get in my car and drive into the sun

the unknown is out there, adventure too

I want to find the life that I deserve

No men, no fear, just love and friends

I've been broken, I've been shattered

but nothing is ever going to get in my way again

leaving, leaving, leaving this town.

Because woah I'm leaving this place for a better life

No one can stop me so don't even try

I want to be happy I want to feel loved

I'll find that better life the one that I want

Don't think I'm coming back

nothing can make me stay

I want to feel the sunshine on my face

I want to feel the breeze in my hair

I'm leaving for the life I need to have

Because woah I'm leaving this place for a better life

No one can stop me so don't even try

I want to be happy I want to feel loved

I'll find that better life the one that I want.

Because woah I'm leaving this place for a better life

No one can stop me so don't even try

I want to be happy I want to feel loved

I'll find that better life the one that I want.

So don't miss me cause I wont be missing you

Standing Still

Life goes on but time stands still

breathing stops, thought stops, nothing is right

where am I and what am I doing here?

life goes on but time stands still

I would rather die 100 hundred deaths

then feel the way I feel today

life goes on but time stands still

the sun is out warming my face

I don't want time to stand still

forcing myself to move time goes on

life goes on and time moves

the pain will leave, just needs some time

the flower

The flower that is watered grows and

gives back to those that come to see its beauty

the flower that is left alone wants to grow

it needs to grow but no one wants to give

it the chance of life no one wants to love it

and no one wants to be there for it. Its

potential is like unto the first maybe even

greater but no one cares. If only people

knew all it needed was a little love, but no

one cares. Its left alone to be alone forever more

The Path

Running towards the path ahead Im sure thats where I need to go

For once nothing stands in my way. Is this a trick? a trap?

I slow and walk cautiously, wondering, hoping, wishing that I wont wake up

For if I did life would go back to the way it was and who would ever want that?

So for now I will enjoy the beauty and passion the path offers me

pieces

The pieces lay on the floor and I don't touch them for

fear that they will turn to dust in my hand.

Left there to stare at the pieces I wonder how it ever got there

I didn't mean to let it break, no one would ever want that

yet there it is as if someone unwillingly ripped it from me

is there anyone who can pick it up for me? anyone who can

calm my anguish? NO and there never will be.

my heart lay broken on the floor and there is nothing

I can do about it no words can comfort no hand can heal.

ALONE with my broken heart forever more.

Beautiful Agony

The beautiful image is staring me in the face

my breath gets caught, not able to escape.

agony rushes over me as I realize the image left me

I plead for it to come back, to soothe me.

It returns but this time it is just beyond reach.

The beauty still overwhelms me and no words can escape.

my beautiful agony- the life I've made.